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I am confused by all , I look for friendship at this point in my life as I am in darkness

I feel that this is not enough for some and they seek more I try to explain I try to make them understand but they cant , I begin to question Myself My Life My Soul , Do I really belong here should I even be a part of VR





My Dreams of a Hunt , My Dreams of a Battle within our kind , unsure why ?



My Future is unknown I fall into darkness is this the end

My Journey so unclear at times , I travel with a companion who say there are my friend but not all is clear , we seem to want different things we seem to want to take different pathways. So in to darkness I fall once again ,, why when you are given a light a pathway a guide it is taken away from you, is this to make me stronger or is this going to be the failing of me



Once again I am in darkness will I ever find the light again will I ever find my way to my true enlightment



My Dreams become dark again the hunger returns , hunger for Blood hunger for the hunt.

I am still dresses in White but I am stained with Blood , Blood of War



What is to become of the World ?

My Journey ,, has been enlighten by Friends , My Family , My Coven



My Lord and Lady Mentor have given me my very own Lux card I feel so honoured and proud



I am being made feel welcome although I worry that I may not be strong enough for such honour , I take part in Contests and at times I find hard I feel I get no where but I will continue as owe it to my Coven to do well



My Dreams are still unclear , night by night the pieces come enlight , I stand in this battle unsure why, all dressed in White



My Path Ahead ,, A companion I shall meet for our journey to continue

My Path here on VR has changed I have been taken in by



The Coven of Lux Aeterna



They have welcomed me in to there family with open arms , I feel so honoured that I have been choosen I do hope I do them justice and Proud



I have been Appointed a Mentor

Lady Krystalyn Darkstar

for my first two weeks who has been extermelly Helpfully in which I am greatfull for



I have become part of a family , a family which will help me in my journey

My thoughts , My Heart , My Soul , My Love are truly with thee during this time

I am with thee in sprit and always will be

You are My Companion

You are My Guide

You are My Light

You are My Friend



I truly Love thee and I will always be your Princess xx

WHY when you feel that you are getting somewhere you are not ,, I take a step forward in my path and for some strange reason it puts me 4 steps behined , I seem to getting no where, is there a reason for this, is there a point

Should I just give up

My Dreams , are Strong and Dark there is a battle and I feel hungrey I feel I need to feed in my dreams but I can not Our fight our battle ,, what are these feelings , A day where we need to fight to feed as we hunger, A day of darkness

Day and Evening , all mixed up , time confusing



I miss my Dearest Darling , I know we are together in our hearts and side by side we will travel

I truly love thee and hopes that the feeling is the same , I want to be there for thee during this time of movement within ones house but I am on the outside looking in waiting and waiting.



My Own Journey has been slow but time will tell if i am heading in the right path,, I have been guiding others which in return they have vowed to guide me



My Dreams are becoming strong again , they are dark , hard to understand at this moment in time , unsure if they are real or not

The days are long and the nights even longer, I see a light that is not there , I see a path which is not there , I see souls which dont extised.



Time can be short Time can be long , I am confused by alot of things in this World , why things happen we will never know



My Friend I am there for you , I comfort you in your time of need let me be there for let me guide you in this dark time



For the scum that hurt my friend , I wait and wait , your time will come



Darkness brings sadness to my life again and brings it to my closes friends



Time will come for all

I have been very Weak over the pasted and the last couple of days I have been ill and weak

My companions have notice , I have loved and hurt at the moment , feelings unsure and confusing I try help others when I should not , I am just as blind in this world I do not know the way and can not guide , I opened to a campanion late last night , a friend , a guide , I let my darkness be known which confused me more , I fall more and more deeply in to darkness which I do not know, to allow a companion within my soul ,, where they ready will I ever truely know

It is hard to understand what I truely feel inside



I have hurt a companion with my words which they where not ready to hear,, which I will always look for forgivness My Dearest Darling I did not want to hurt thee ,, I love thee

There is no need for you to grow worried, you have not lost me I will always be there for you, you are my light, my darling Raistlinl, my soul, you are my guide in the dark, You helped me too so much, you helped me see that i had options beyond my vision, you complete me in many ways, together we are true friends.

Forever Your Princess xx